Almost here

In 48 hours, it's Christmas again.

In 48 hours, I will be celebrating my 28th Christmas with the family. I have hoped something will change this year but it didn't work out. Or it wasn't meant for me still. Like that POS systems our IT Department have been requesting that's not close to happening.


Everything is in one's mindset I guess. Or keeping the balance of things. I never really had my heart and mind set on finding someone to be with this year. Yes, I met new people, some of them became friends, but they've never shown any interest of being more than friends. Or maybe they did and I was just too busy with something else to even noticed.

Maybe I am destined to be alone. Not that it is bad, but not given a chance to experience having someone else special in ones life other than family is I think unfair. Well, life is not fair to everyone, depending on how one sees it. I sometimes think I'm just going to be stuck here with my folks. I know it is bad but sometimes you cannot help but complain. Not fully enjoying ones life because of family obligations is a bummer, don't you think?

Where are you, my prince?