Well, not really. Having to deal with the same obvious things over and over ten times throughout one's lifetime is enough to at least downgrade simultaneous vomits and cries with just plain shock. It's 12 freakin' midnight, and here I am still trying to comfort and calm myself to at least had the strength to sleep. My body is numb, but my head is still screaming. I normally would have someone at my side who would listen (or at least pretend) and give one of hundreds of reasons for me to justify things during times like these.
Having to vomit without a reason for it is not a nice feeling. Or deal with how your body reacts when butterflies on your stomach is transformed into that heavy, excruciating thing that you cannot at least let out. Sadly, I had to deal with this one alone. Swallow it all until the taste only lingers on the tip of my tongue.
I wish you can feel what I feel right now and stop being so damn insensitive. Being left out is no fun. You jerk.
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